painful memories

i m gonna break the walls of silence
i m gonna scream till my voice fades
i m gonna let my tears fall till i ve no more

broken ...
yes i m broken & i wont hide it anymore
lies ...
i was living in lies but i wasnt insaine
my fear is eatin me alive
and now i knw ...
now i knw it was just a game
now i knw i wasnt even there

Big Little Girl

here comes the girl
stepping on the ground
reaching for the stars
but noone is around
she feels alone
its sad she never knew
i was always there
watching her
looking through the broken window
hearing that sound
"such a beautiful soul"
"such a twisted mind"
she s a little broken
but she ll b alright
here comes the girl
stronger than ever
reaching for the stars
glowing as never

MAD

i hate mirrors

they show too much

the guilt

the pain...

my tears

is there a difference between us

those reflections

you

me

its cold

can you hear the sound

its too loud

make it stop

STOP

STOP

STOP!

blinded by the light

feeling my heart pumping inside

touching the warm blood on the ground

i cant make a sound

I'm still here

still breathing

still hurting

i cant forgive

i ll never forget

& there is no cure

there is no way out